Sunday, April 10, 2016

hello world

Hi there.
Do you still remember me? I'm alive and kicking.
There are days I think about you and I secretly write entries in my head.. with a promise to blog it down as soon as I have a moment but every single time I forget or I feel like its too trivial or its not important or what am I doing here?

This place is starting to either sound like a dirty little secret or a sanctuary that I run to when things get messy.

The past few weeks have been a little buzzy with trips.. important decisions that still need to  be made and looadssss of work.

Dont get me wrong. I love what I do now. I have NEVER cared so much about a job like how I do about this one but man....the stress levels are through the roof! And you add on another side project that has been going on since January and WHAM you get a nearly non existing social life, no more weekend runs and not even time for my favourite yoga classes or my favourite hobby of cooking.

Thankfully it will end soon .. if not soon enough and life hopefully will go back to normal.
So till another break down. See you around hun


Monday, June 29, 2015

Ramadhan Mubarak

For the first time (OK I can't really remember how I felt last year but lets make it "first time" to give a more dramatic effect) hati gembira tak terkira
Kerana Ramadhan sudah pon tiba

I was feeling a little down in the dumpsters the past few days as I will be celebrating most of this holy month alone since MHM is away but Alhamdulillah God has answered my prayers to make me more at ease for this journey and I am at high spirits today.

Lagipon I still have other family members around so will be spending most of my time with them anyway. Thank God!

Anyway wishing you a blessed Ramadhan and may this month be filled with worshiping Allah.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015


I am sad that there will no longer be Don Draper.

Hidup penuh pancaroba

Sunday, March 01, 2015


After a whirlwind of activities the last 2 weeks, the big family has left and the house is empty again except for the two of us and our individually owned cats. 
The feeling is a mixture of very little relief and a lot of emptiness as I miss having their company. 
Sometimes I wish we could all live together in a big mansion and choose when we want to spend time together and have big communal meals.. the sort.  But alas the complexity of human relationships does not allow long periods of exposure between family members as there will be bound to be tiffs and unpleasant exchanges. Thus gatherings are normally conveniently limited to short time frames. 
Still I wished we met more often and everyone lived nearer... But such is life..*sigh* 

Alhamdulillah I've completed an amazing spiritual journey that I wish I had the right words to share it with but that shall need a whole entry on its own, if I ever do have the time to write. 

Anyway wishing your long CNY holiday was as fulfilling as mine and apologies for the hiatus. 

Love and blessings

Tuesday, December 02, 2014

strawberry fields

Praying for a quiet day without the boss breathing down my neck for analysis, slide decks and reviews (urgh) so that I can finally do things that I love.

Data crunching and pricing.

Data is so sexy i could marry it.


(ok not kidding! I love data/numbers.. but kidding about the marriage thing :P)

Friday, November 14, 2014


I think I'm a little (read : very) judgmental. And you will hate me for saying this.. but one of my favourite authors (let's call her author today) finally showed her face and it turned out that she is ugly.

I always half expect that people who write beautiful lyrical entries to look like JK Rowling.

 I know. I am a horrible women who has fallen to pressures of social standards where everyone has to look like Miranda Kerr, tall and blond like Taylor Swift but yet sound witty and sarcastic like
Ellen Paige in Juno.


Monday, November 03, 2014


I think women in general like tall men.

But I think men in general like tall women too, if not why would all the boys flock around the models right?

I'm pretty sure not for their small non existing breasts.