Raiders of the lost ark

Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

-slow me down : Emily Rossum-

I love her.. I think she is the face of innocence..

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This weekend has been quite a weekend..one of those weekends 'tanpa arah tujuan' yet filled with interesting activities and friends..

After a failed bike ride plan, I decided to cycle my normal route to work..and God that must have been one of the scariest things ive ever done in my life.. Imagine a huge piece of metal like a car passing at 80km/h and u, a flimsy frame 'terkedek kedek' at 10km/h.. The wind that gushes past u can really throw u off balance. So quarter way, after being shaken not stirred by the big ugly cars.. i decided to cycle around Desa Park City... which unsurprisingly was a pleasant place to cycle or even jog in for that matter.. Its like a local version of Wisteria Lane...

Back home... after a short nap ( been up since 4.30 with stomach cramps) I tackled the house like Domestic Goddess plus Monica Geller ..possessed by a broom and mop.. ON steroids...

lets just say there was a lot of dusting.. sweeping and mopping.. and not just my room.. but the whole house and i mean THE WHOLE F***ING HOUSE. Both floors.. all bedrooms AND kitchen....

Petang pulak melayan karenah budak budak hyper active... measuring rooms...calculating parameters.. answering questions and then a presentation about Moi by my 'anak murids'... :)
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Sunday was a relaxing day.. as my friend pointed out.. Hari Losers yang Lost... Breakfast at VP sambil chit chatting with kawan kawan lama.. and later in the day just hanging out at 'everyones favourite bookstore' reading ..surfing.. pointless activities.. yet cukup memuaskan hati.. you know how sometimes you need to pause on life ..just for a moment to see the bigger picture.. to see how it has turned out to be... like standing on top of a cliff to see the beautiful scenery below... Hari tanpa arah tujuan..