there's a thousand you's there's only one of me

n- n- now th- that don't kill me
can only make me stronger
i need you to hurry up now
cause i can't wait much longer
i know i got to be right now
cause i cant get much wronger
man i've been waitin' all night now
that's how long i've been on ya

i need you right now
i need you right now

me likey

i don't know if you got a man or not,
if you made plans or not
god put me in the plans or not
i'm trippin' this drink got me sayin' a lot
but i know that god put you in front of me

so how the hell could you front on me
there's a thousand you's there's only one of me
i'm trippin' i'm caught up in the moment right?
this is louis vuitton dime night
so we gon' do everything that kan like
heard they'd do anything for a klondike
well i'd do anything for a blonde-dike
and she'll do anything for the limelight
and we'll do anything when the time's right
ugh, baby you're makin' it (harder, better, faster, stronger)

Today, me and the boss presented our guidelines to the working groups.. the product of 2 years of hard work.. 2 years of constant reviews, write ups, print outs.. meetings.. and last night after all the final printing.. it was ready for the world (drama gituh). It is a bit rough.. needed a WHOLE lot of improvement but at least there was a final product that could be presented to the division.. a reference on all thats technical..
yeah.. it was slightly nervewrecking to see your work finally visualised.. being subjected to scrutiny.. presented in all its glory.. with all its imperfections.. and i couldnt help be slightly defensive when questions were asked..
but hey.. after all said and done..we finally did it.. all thats left are the annual reviews to make sure we're updated with the currrent technology.. and even though i only joined the unit a year ago.. it was a satisfying feeling to see your work being presented.

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You know.. I miss being in a foreign land.
That tingling feeling u get seeing something unfamiliar..
being awed by the new sights and sounds..
that particular smell you associate with a certain place.. which reminds u of it when ure away...
Before, whenever im away.. theres always that cushion to fall back on.. the familiar people with their knowing looks.. the understandable language..the comfort of knowing that theres always somebody to go to in times of trouble..

I wonder how it'll all be when theres no more cushion to soften my fall..
no more loved ones ..no more familiar faces..
I wonder how that feels? I wonder..

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Last night i dreamt you were going for an impromptu trip to Australia..
for some school reunion or something..
that was weird.. especially when u came from somewhere way up North...
maybe it was that Crocodile show i watched..
or maybe it was just the rain.. lulling me to sleep.. putting weird things in my head..