You're not alone

My parents will be doing some work on the house and all of us are busy packing and boxing all our stuff. As much as it is tedious and taxing, it is also fun discovering things from the past . Seeing how interesting you were as a student or painfully naive your views on life. In a way its good, at the end of the year where u throw away all the unwanted and keep safely all thats valuable. Although i can never imagine a person having to move from the house they grow up in ...i think its just too much effort physically and emosionally . anyway in the spirit of tahun baru... heres my summary of Tahun Dua Ribu Enam..

This year has been a lot about my Asian travels .Trying deperately to replicate feelings and activities that has been long forgotten. Opening my eyes to beauty thats within my boundaries.
This year has also been a lot about trust and how it can never be recovered once lost. Although what doesnt kill u makes u stronger but it adds up to your ever increasing cynicism and changes u slowly inside. Being lied to and then spewing the same kind of lies back has never been a good choice.
2006 taught me that there a certain friendships which do come with conditions and best by dates. Thankfully for the balance of ying and yang there are also people who you know will always have your back and your relationship with them doesnt change through time or distance.
2006 was also the year i was offered my dream job but painfully having to let it go due to certain "comitments". it was also about working towards something I wanted to do... rather than what THEY wanted me to be... and learning the real meaning of patience.. Its about waking up everyday and not wanting to face the world and always having tears in your eyes.

But after having said all that, i wouldnt say that 2006 is a total loss and i think this sums it all nicely :)

"Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic... but gaining your heart's desire... it's all you can hope for. This year, I wished for love. To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted... and if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world.
-one tree hill -

See u guys in 2007!