If only I knew what I know today

at five u know the world as a series of blue and green patches on the globe..
at fifteen u think u own the whole world...
at twenty five u WANT the world.

im was feeling extra restless this weekend that i dragged my hunky monkey ( know known as MHM) to a cybercafe just so that I could blog.. its been like A WHOLE WEEK of not logging on to the net just because i want to..
logging just to chat ..
to surf unnecessary things..to write.. to read.. to BLOG...yes Im like that.. Im accentric in a very geeky way ( if there exists any la)

you know..i think its time for another breather..
some time away from normal similar surroundings..
from doing the same exact things every day..
thinking the same exact thoughts...

I think these past few weeks have been filled with too much thinking..
thinking of things i might be missing..
thinking of things I want to do..
thingking of places i want to be..
its getting too taxing ...
my head is filling up to the brim and i need some place to empty it

so next friday ill be off...
off to the land where i am not the girl with the paper to write..
i am not the girl who has to chip in on the weekly house chores..
i am not the girl whos to skinny for her own self..
i am not the girl who might be making the biggest mistake by not taking up some offer..

ill be off to the land where ill be

just a girl..

period.