Its been a while

You know how hard it is when someone close leaves.. or when u move from somewhere uve lived for quite some time. Especially when ure left with nothing but great memories.

For me it was quite tough leaving London.. ( yeah.. blurgh..laugh all u want.. but seriously u would feel it too eventually) Although ive only lived there for 3 years and i went back to Malaysia every summer, but a whole lot of things happened during my not so short stay there. There were life changing incidents and unforgettable moments...and the fact that i had to leave some of my closest friends there made it even worse.

Still no matter what , life has to go on and people try to adapt to new environment.. to new surroundings..to new ways..u try to find those little things to remind u that everyday is worth living...and u make new friends .. not to replace the ones u had.. but just to fill in that empty that void in ure heart until the others return..

Then after a few months , u finally start to realised that things arent that bad after all..and u are able to accept whatever changes u have to face and what fate has bought before you..as people would put it.. you've finally moved on..

Still, despite ure new found joy.. once in a while, out of the blue,something somewhere comes and knocks on your door... and youre reminded of certain people.. certain places.. certain events..and in those rare moments.. u stop in ure tracks.. and u let those feelings flow.. let your mind ponder.. let it walk in the past..coz u know sometimes it just needs a break... it just needs closure..

i consider myself lucky to being able to lived in the past and enjoy the present.. coz I know.. some people just never do.. they just remain there.. in the moment.. and never move on..

Yeah.. i guess i miss you...All of you...