Have u noticed how beautiful the sky is at dusk?..
it has this nice yellow-ish. ..red-ish colour thats just mesmerizing..
this week ive been fortunate enough to enjoy the sky at the verge of sunset..twice...
its been a while since ive appreciated nature...on its own...

senja.. has always been associated with evil....
our parents used to warn us about playing during maghrib..
its the time where ghosts start to roam around they say...
maybe its because its the border between night and day...
its like a grey area where both matter exists...
light.. and darkness..

urgh..im just bad at this..but driving back home..
with a canvas THAT large...and THAT amazing right in front of u...
its just an undescribable feeling...

Short Notes

Im  just a b*tch when i dont get anough sleep...

some people get all bunched up when theyre hungry..

i get all cranky when im sleepy..

Seriously.. dont even attempt to make plans when i havent had my needed short nap..

ill just say no to everything

give me 10 minutes.. let me catch a few winks.. and ask me again...

You will be happy with my answer..

 

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You know.. after pain comes indifference..

after indifference its just numbness..

an inability to feel...

anything..

 

God please.. dont let me get there..

 

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Ive been meaning to post this since last week

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.

-Dr.Meredith Grey-
Grey's Anatomy

Ucapan Hari Guru

to my class teacher in Leicester Mr. Alexander who looked like young einstein with his big specticles and big curly hair...Mr Rudon who i thought was the "handsomest" teacher when I was 6..Mr Holly who always reminded me of christmas..Cikgu Rosnah from SKSG who was totally "garang" with the other kids but great with our class... Cikgu Sarimah with her artistic talent and sweet charms... Ustazah Suria who pinched me during class agama because i answered wrongly ad gave me a good lesson..Cikgu Rafiee who i thought was a bit of a pervert then but loved by all...
En Zainal from TKC who i had a secret crush on coz i thought he was the coolest Maths teacher ever.. En Ahmad ..cikgu palig skema aku penah kenal yet with the most subtle sense of humour...Cik Rahmah who screamed at me for some Accounting thingy.. thus me taking up Engineering..Cikgu Rohani who admitted me into "extra" BM classes..My BM teacher in F4 who what i remembered the most about her was her red Ford Linux..Mr Lim who had such a way with Add Maths that made me love the subject..Pn Hawa who some kids didnt really like but didnt matter to me since I loved Chem..Mr. Gui who I think is such a macho science teacher and was taught by my Dad in his University days...Mr. Nathan who caught me reading some trashy Malay novel in the lab and made me stand up all throughout the class...Pn Rusnawi who was the most fierce Geog teacher...yet had a soft side which she rarely displays..Mrs Francis..my English and PE teacher..Pn Zam who i think was the most beautiful teacher ever... she looked a little bit like Ziana Zain. Mr Dann who despite having som B.O problems taught great Further Maths.My Pure Maths teacher who never failed to get an A out of her students....and my Mama Adibah Ahmad who relentlessly taught me Geog and BM which I never could master (Happy Belated Mothers day too!)... and last but not least to all the other teachers who i havent mentioned ..you guys mean the world to me.. even if i didnt put your names here...Thank you so much for your sweat... your headaches... your sore throats..your sore hands... your time.. energy and sacrifics..You guys secara lansung atau secara tak lansung have contributed in making Moi the person that I am today... and for that..I am forever greatful!..

TERIMAaaaaaa KASeeiiiiihhhH CIKGUuuuuuuu

My office has suddenly blocked blogger .. So instead im actually blogging from my phone. Believe it or not but im updating on my 3g hp...woohoo.. 3 cheers for technology! Too bad i stil cant figure a way to ym wth 3g. Ok ths is tiresome. . Typing on a tiny keyboard. .so laters..

Aku yang hilang..

Despite being in the working world, I've discovered that i have not lost my spontaneity and im still capable of doing those dissapearing acts.. going away at the snap of a finger.... except that nowadays it might need a little bit of coaxing before id do something unexpected..and istead of hopping on the next available train.. its hopping into my red car and having an impromptu stay over at a friends place..
unfortunately, when youre in the real world.. and being in KL.. impulsiveness has its costs...
like this morning.. after my impromptu rendezvous last night... I was stuck on the MRR2 for T.H.R.E.E friggin hours....definitely not my usual morning cup of tea..yeah crime pays.. and there i was staring at the throngs of car lining up the roads.. masa tuh laa dalam hati duk menyumpah nyumpah the minister of transport and what not...
nevertheless...every cloud has a silver lining.. and my lining came in the form of beng able to surf the net from the comfort of my own car thanks to M*x*s GPRS
it was actually nice being able get my daily dose of blogs while waiting for the car to move..(yes the jam was so bad it was practically a stand still)...and it felt so high-tech..(okeyla ..im easily exited by high-tech-gadgets).too bad i wasnt able to leave comments on the blog coz that would have been uber-cool...
after 3 hrs in car..
reached home
quick shower..
another race to the office
despite it looking something stressful or what not.. i actually enjoyed the adrenaline rush .... that mad dash to the end.. trying to get to the office as soon as possible... and then it hit me..
i miss my old me..a shot of the old unpredictable Lin once in a while does makes new Lin feel healthy wealthy and wise...
... so there u go... get a dose of your old self... a dose of the old chappy... a dose of LIN..:D.. (coming to stores near u.)

Jelly Beans

most of the time its best to trust your gut feeling...
that sudden flicker of emotion ...
your intuition..

sometimes you learn it the hard way..
that maybe you should've....