Rahsia

Ive been told a long time ago, that when u want something all you need to do is just pray for it. Not pray in the sense of our five daily prayers but pray as in makeing d'ua. Even for things as simple as "Please let it not rain today so that i can go for my run!" or "Please let me find a parking space quickly" or even as superficial as "Mintak mintakla makcik yang jual nasi lemak sedap tuh ada pagi ni". Everything is as simple as asking and insyaAllah it will be granted.

My The-Secret-crazy-friends told me that in the non-religous based understanding or beliefs, there is just a similar concept that goes "Ask, believe and act like you shall receive". In the book it explains how YOU control the universe around you and what u ask your thoughts for, they will manifest themselves physically. For me, I still believe that there is that one force which controls everything so i still believe that u ask Him for what u need. But in the end its up to each individual to what they think the powerful force that controls them, because in the end its just s simple a matter as asking and if it was for the best, you shall receive it.

Semalam juga aku belajar, until you are not in the shoes of the other, just bare with what ever that u may perceive as trivial or what to u, maybe a little too much because in the end you will never know how it really feels until you've been in the same exact situation.

when you told me you wanted to eat up my sadness

One of the best things about being in love is how he can be a thousand miles away but still manages to make u smile .
:)




*i know.. Im cheesy.. but I dont care! :)*

Bolos sajaaaa dinding ituuuu...

Im pretty sure that MHM would be so proud to see my handy(man) work yesterday, the cabinet door fell off its hinges (naseb baik tak terjatuh atas on my pretty little toes) and i was left with a cupboard with no door. The cabinet door was a good 3 inches above the ground with 3 different hinges to screw back on, so it was quite a struggle. Imagine trying to balance the heavy door whilst u locate the tiny hole where the screw is supposed to be and then screwing them back on one by one (the door is taller than me by the way)
But!...after several attempts and Michael-Phelp-moments (I just found out that Micheal Phelps, that 8 gold medalist is a total klutz! clumsy like moi! which goes to say that great people can be klutzy or clumsy people can be great people or clumsiness comes with great powers... what ever...you get my drift) I managed to attach the cabinet door back on its frame. So yeay! 3 cheers for me..and other klutzy people.

Cholocate covered candy

For the first time ever, when someone said something with intentions of 'konon' for the betterment of my physical being..
I no longer fu*king cared.

And u know what?

It kinda felt good.

The one where i'll never forget Desaru

Zoom lense are God sent! It makes it so much easier not having to shove through the crowd to take pictures and if you're shy.. like me.. u can just zoom in from afar to take pictures of nervous CEOs waiting to get in the water or fashion designers turn tri-athletes..hee..
It was so hot and sunny by the beach my shoulders are all red and tanned. Didnt think to put sunblock there!The race was fun albeit a tiring one (even as a supporter) and especially when you're the UNofficial photographer for the T*ne M*ney team..ahem ( aaaa Lin.. the web of lies u weave), youre nearly as worn out as the people racing... but hey I totally enjoyed every single minute of it The event certainly attracted a lot of people from The-Island-down-south and as the participants put it.. u can smell the kiasu-ness wafting through the air.
Oh and we got to eat sea food! loads and loads of seafood.. among the best ive tasted in a while. Aku nama je cameraman.. tapi kalau bab makan.. sama taraf dengan tri-athlete.. ha ha...

Pagi menghentikan mimpi ku.. bermimpi tentang kamu..berdua kita bercinta

So im off to the beach for a long weekend holiday with the beau cum photography assignment trip..(trying to make it sound like im a pro here.. ehem ehem..) before he goes off for his work stint. Im actually pretty excited! went shopping for stuff and managed to spent nearly 300 bucks for TWO items.. but heyy... one is for the inner beauty and another of course for my superficial layer..hee..
So good night for now.. see you kids on monday!

Be careful with what u wish coz u might just get it

Im in a course and I am no longer paying attention to the trainer in front .. My concentration has reached its limits. What seems to be my focus at the moment is my new handphone. Just like 3 years ago im blogging from my handphone except this one is 3 times cheaper but 3 times just as efficient. After like weeks of hot steamy weather the skies decided to throw us a treat with a downpour. And like always when there's rain in KL.. theres traffic congestion. Although surprisingly it wasnt as bad as the ones before. I guess the oil price hike did have its benefits.Okey this is getting dangerous. Better watch the roads.
toodaloos..

When I grow up ..Fresh and clean.. Number one chick when I step out on the scene

Ive gone totally bonkers over the new teenage series Gossip Girl. Yes hear my guilty confession..
I LOVE GOSSIP GIRL!
When i first heard of it on eightTV, i quickly assumed that it would just be another one of those teenage-american-pop-culture-cult dramas, not unlike O.C (which i didnt really follow as much.. although i did watch several seasons) or Beverly Hills 90210 (which i think i was still too much of a nerd to follow that then).
But ...what was a girl to do on Wednesday night at 10pm then to watch TV, which on one historic night several weeks ago, i 'accidentally' switched the channel to eightTV... and since then.. there was no turning back. I even made Idlan download the episode that was supposed to be aired in Malaysia that week, while i was in Colchester! (sorry Doc.. the cats out of the bag now)
Every episode i seem to fall more and more in love with Serena, whos this pretty sweet young thaang..and with the witty, charming and charismetic Dan Humhrey. And who couldnt fall in love with Queen Bee Blair whos the beautiful bitch with a heart or her ex-beu Nate with his smouldering hot good looks and not to forget Chuck Bass the handsome devil in diguise whos accent is simply delicious (apparently he's British!).
I know.. their fictitious! hey who cares.. everybody has their ways of escapism.. So whats your guilty pleasure?

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau

On Sunday, I ran (plus walk) 11.6km in the morning, a quick futsal at night.. and here i am at the office walking with a stiff leg. Doing a long workout session after about a month of no exercise has taken its toll but as my new friend said to me "Crappy mileage is always better than NO mileage!" The trip and recent events has made me a little lazy and not as spirited as i was in going to the gym, or running or cyling but thank God for the miracle of high-metabolic-rate, Im actually lighter then i used to be when i did all those exercises. Contrary to popular belief, a regular workout has helped me to actually GAIN weight! maybe due to the fact that i EAT more when i do physical activities.

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The previous weekend was a fun-filled weekend with gatherings, weddings, delicious food, camera whoring and listening to intellectual banter. I was here Sunday evening to listen to a forum between 3 young YB's and to be honest i surprisingly enjoyed myself. The whole event was quite impressive and im amazed at how the kids managed to organise such a grand event.

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The dear sister is a little apprehensive about starting work, its not only the issue of waking up early every day and dragging yourself with all the other office drones to work until 5.30, but its also about making the best first impression and competing with others within the same league. But sweetie I tell her, first impressions are only good while it lasts.. in the end its how you carry yourself forward and how long u last. Theres always an initial struggle, in everything you do. One thing is to keep on working on it and secondly is to remember to savor victories, no matter how little or insignificant it may be.. because in the long run, thats how you survive.

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Sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

Studd

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xoxo