Heard this one before?

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
And the people in the east, I hate you all
And the people I hate least, I hate you all
And the people in the west, I hate you all
And the people I like best, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

Nice.. I like
:)

You know where this came from

Top 10 words of the a BAD day..
1. crap
2. hungry
3. puke
4. bloated
5. hungry
6. dehydrated
7. sleepy
8. tired
9. cranky
10. rindu

Top 10 things going through head
1. Been feeling all squishy...squirmy..slutty?(mmmmm ..?)..slimy..squanchy (is that a word?) the past 2 days..stomach flu at its best.. seriously?..after a weekend of normal flu.. diarrhea pulak?? ...*exasperated hand signals*

2. Have u any idea how it feels to be sooooooo hungry yet you cant have a bite of solid delicious scrumptious tasty food because what comes in must come out..

3. i miss birds.. sound of birds.. chirpy birds.. happy birds..

4. Im living.. breathing.. eating..100 pl*s and soya bean milk...twenty-four hours...pergh.. Laiinnn bebbbb...

5. yes. aku suka Xfresh FM...

6. there was a kancil in front of me with one of those yellow diamond shape signs written "Lovers inside" or was it "Lovers in car" ke apa with that man and woman toilet signage holding hands... peoplee!!.. puhleaseee have better taste..

7. strawberry milk consumed pink.. comes out pink... (euuuwww..)...

8. Two days at home and I STILL dont feel like facing work tomorrow.

9. I havent run in about two weeks. I feel like a cow.

10. and a partrich in a pear tree...


and to top it all off.... heres something from my favourite.. show of the year...

"The thing is..I was healthy my whole life till i wasnt. And for the last year Ive had lots of time lying around in bed and think about my life.. And the thing I remember best? Well those are the things that I wasnt supposed to do and I did them anyway...So the thing is Meredith.. Life is too damn short to be following these rules.."

I hate that after taste u get when u havent
properly swollowed your pan*dols and it slightly dissolves on
your tongue before it goes down the throat..

its so bitter.



*jelir lida*
eeeyuuurckks..

Barbeque

The weekend was a gregarious event.. filled with fun activities..spending quality time with all your loved ones...
walking hand in hand by the beach with the sunset as your backdrop.. and the sound of the waves as your soundtrack...
it was about laughing at each other at 8 rounds of go-kart and about cooking a
barbeque dinner in the dark.. u know.. the typical happy weekend..


its a good change.. after a couple of crappy weeks before...
when u have too much on your mind..its good to just put it to rest for a while..
.be indifferent. ..not thinking too far ahead...be absent from the present.. its good.
i guess january kinda makes u feel like that.. its overwhelming...


life is about taking risks.. no matter how afraid u are ..u still gotta take the chance...
good things do come with consequnces..maybe im just having trouble growing up ..
i wish they had put disclaimers on our packages..saying we did came in packages.. warning of whats ahead...
i wish our parents had said somethimg.. so that we knew whats to come .. so that we would be ready..
to expect the unexpected...but then again ... maybe they did...at numerous attempts
but maybe it was just us.. who choose to not listen.. to ignore..
so we deal witht the consequences..

everythings scary...but you cant let fear get the better of yoou...
so u take the leap...
again.. good things also come with strings attached..
like spiderman...with great powers come great responsibilities... ha ha...
but hey... who cares for now... What i know.. i had a great weekend..
spend with great people.. doing great activities..
(yeah i should get myself a thesaurus.. :-p)

Every word you say i think
I should write down
I don't want to forget
Come daylight
And no need to worry
That's wastin time
And no need to wonder
What's been on my mind
It's you
It's you

Even the best fall down sometimes

Manusia ini tak pernah puas. Walaupon air sedalam lautan pon tak mungkin dapat melegakan kehausan manusia yang rakus.
Kadangkala anugerah demi anugerah di serahkan.. namun manusia masih lagi mahukan yang lebih.
The thing is.. selalunya kita tak dapat nak pinpoint the exact thing that we want.
Namun ada saja yang manusia inginkan..

Restlessness always have reasons... they say.. but sometimes its like its in the air.
It surrounds you like a grey haze..yet you cannot grab it.. nor can u blow it away..
its just there...
everywhere...


I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

On one hot day..

The thing about new years is it means youre ONE YEAR older...
and when ure older.. ure expected to act YOUR AGE.
u are no longer allowed the recklessness... nor can u afford the spontaneity of the moment..
This year im another year older.. not necessarily wiser.. but older for sure.

Being supposedly wiser..Ive recently realized that having choices isnt always a good thing..sometimes its better that ure stuck with just one possibility.. since without any other exit route you are forced to deal with the present.. no matter how bad the situation is... u just go with the flow..
because sometimes... when u are given a choice.. u are forced to make decisions..
and when that happens..theres always the "What if's" of every choice/possibility..
The grass always looks greener on the other side.. even if u were in a meadow of daisies with long healthy grass and on the other side of the fence is just a far away patch of grimy muddy moth coloured oraganisms.. u still think the grass is greener there..

The thing is ..its the curiosity of the human mind.. to know.. to experience whats on the other side.. the land where uve only heard of the good things..
and despite all the warning signs that u might see or just choose to ignore.. thats where you wanna be..

but as usual there will always be the matter of fear.. the fear of risks and the fear of regrets.. fear of losing whats already good enough for the moment or screwing the best thing youve had...
unfortunately your heart still aches for the unknown .. for the other greener pastures...

So its either to take the great big leap with a risk of falling splat on your face.. or living in the moment with an itch that wont go away...

See...choices are bad..
Either way.. youre screwed..