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kau pernah tak berjalan di taman.
yang tak asing.
memerhati bende yang lama.
yang menyempitkan.
yang sesak.
yet you keep going back.
macam masochists yang sedar akan the pain.
yet they just cant get enought of it.
and then they drown themselves in the sorrow.
in a sad melodramatic entry.
or another depressing slow song..
tp apa kan daya.
they still go there

And todays show has been brought to you by the letter si

Today is just one of those crappy days with a capital C..
you know.. your typical kick-you-in-the-crotch-spit-on-your-neck fantastic days..
its either because.

a) Im having PMS
b) MHM has yet to call me after his knee surgery this morning and im slightly worried
c) Ive just finished a meeting where everyone just drones ON and ON and ON and ON u feel like killing yourself there and then..
d) semua di atas

yeah things can sometimes get out of hand after a certain length of time and you get the need to vent.
so here I am..

venting.

I need to go away again. just to escape similar surroundings.. yeay!
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Lots of things are easier said then done..

Cristina : If you want crappy things to stop happening to you then stop accepting crap and demand something more.

(GA - Ep: What have i done to deserve this)

Putuskan ari ari bumi Aku ingin pergi menuju abadi

I like this. It says everything that i will never be able to even know how to say. I agree with him. Exam results is just a mere piece of paper. There is stil so much more waiting ahead.
so Congratulations to u superachievers and dont sweat u so-so's. Welcome to the real world kids..

Im afraid the band-aid would scar me for life

Satu pagi aku cuba connect ke blogger. Hampas.. dekat pukul 12 baru boleh masuk dashboard dia.. Boss takdak hari nih so im sky-free but work still needs to be done la...

My weekend and Monday twas a very relaxing.. calm.. fun..(serene.. all about Zen and what not :-p).. Monday was a half day off getting a facial and on Sunday MHM treated me to a spa session at Khareyana, PJ which I have always wanted to go to since i first heard about it last year.. Its a beautiful bungalow ( i think) turned spa with beautiful Balinese/Jawa settings complete with pond and stepping stones in the courtyard .
You know, that guy never fails to amaze me.Hes lucky to have a good source for things that I want. Im still figuring out what he wants.. (other than Zipp racing wheels and a Kuota Kaliber.. thats triathlete-talk for u normal folks :-p.. which for the love of God i will never be able to afford unless i took the S*hl*mb*r job)...

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Lately Ive been having such weird dreams at night. Not of the saucy-hot dreams and thankfully not of death.. but really really weird dreams like.. doing an Ironman (*shudders*) or of teaching/studying at an International school .. or loch ness monsters and dinosaurs.. I dont mind that much since its entertaining but hell i dont get proper sleep and i'm all tired the next morning. they say dreams are a manifestation of your subconcsious.. i wonder what my subconcsious is thinking....

*Kaboinnkkk*

“Dan aku akan memberi pelajar tersebut markah A++. Kerana dia berani menjawab soalan dengan tepat, tanpa menjadi hamba buku dan peperiksaan seperti robot-robot di semua sekolah di tanahair yang hanya mampu mencerna berjuta-juta A1 seperti mesin di manufacturing plant menghasilkan widget widget yang bersifat zero defect, tapi lesu tanpa semangat, tanpa nyawa, tanpa nafsu”

Aku terpanggil untuk membuat komen setelah membaca entry Idlan. I even left a long comment on her blog. Yes. This might be ironic coming from me but whats with the GAZillion A1's man? Does it prove that she's a genius? Could be.. Does it prove that she can be a good doctor someday? mm u wonder..Does it prove that she can find her way in the busy streets of Venice with a map? Does it show that she will be a good leader someday? Does it mean she will be good with people? You never know...

To me, all those A1's just proves that she must have done a whole lot of reading... for a long concentrated length of time and was able to transfer all that she memorized on to paper perfectly... and you know what .. she might not even have a life.. or a lot of friends for that matter.

Yeah.. all those straight A's will surely help you get a scholarship and maybe an entry to one of the finest colleges.. but in the end.. I dont think it has proven anything..How can you be proud with someone who might be empty inside..lack depth.. like droids who churn out perfect scores..
in then end was it all worth it?

Disclaimer:Just a general comment.No specific target person.
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Btw.. im bored.
I have work to do .
so im not suppose to be bored..
yet i cant seem to get my head around work.
so Im bored.

Mooke.. got any of those happy pills left?
:D

Who let the dawgs out




This weekend, Im a social outcast.We've got visitors visiting.So i have to behave and stay at home.
I hate that.
Okeyyy...relaxxx.. I dont HATE the visitors but i just hate the notion that i have to pretend being a good little girl and not have my weekly dose of lepak sessions with the pals and MHM..
...judge me all you want...but weekends are the only time i really get to have some fun.
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Btw... I SOOOO WANT one of those big big DIGITAL SLR cameras.. with the lenses and the accesories.. and the persona.. and the ability to take beautiful beautiful pictures..
Korang rasa berapa tahun aku nak simpan duit baru boleh beli semua tuh?

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The toughest race on earth

Im not so much in the moood to write an entry about being an IronSherpa (thats what they call ironman supporters)at the moments since its friday and all but these two Ironmen have done a pretty good job summing up their experiences during the race.. so check out Ironman Adzim and Ironman Azwar's blog.

But as promise.. here are some pictures. Their not so clear. Apparently i dont know how use a camera. (lalu mouse di atas gambar for commentaries)


Random IronMan Notes #1
They are no different from geeks, trekkies or nerds.. just as weird but with hotter bodies


Random IronMan Notes #2
Triathletes are a pretty calm bunch in normal conditions but never stand in the way of a hungry triathlete and food.. its no more Mr.Nice Guy


Random IronMan Notes #3
Ironman is like a cult. They have their own language..food..and even their own T-SHIRT! (which i have one btw )


Random IronMan Notes #4
Really impressed by this Japanese BLIND Ironman.. ( and his instructor of course)
giler respectlah..


Random IronMan Notes #5
I think ironmen (and women) are a crazy bunch of people. but i totally respect their hardwork and dedication.. It takes a lot of guts and sacrifices from them (and their loved ones ) to be able to do something as big as this.

Indulgence

..is sitting on the kitchen floor
..by the fridge
.. at 10 pm..
after a long day at work..
with a box of fine belgian chocolate in one hand..
and a glass of milk in the other..