Allah Selamat kan Kamuuuuuu

As we get older bithdays tend to be more and more uneventful..
(Not everyone gets a bbq birthday bash on their 28th you know!..)
Having said that.. sadly enough.. I actually forgot my big brother's birthday yesterday..
.Since im suppose to be 24.. that makes him 24+3= 27!!
yeah.. i make a lousy sister.. but in my defence.. Im just bad at dates and faces..Thats why i can never recognise all those Datuks, CEOs or Menteris that roam around JPM...and i always need my handphone to remind me of birthdays.. anniversaries and what not..

Well, my brother and i might not be THAT close.. and we have had our differences.. but he is still my big bro.. and he never fails to give me and my little sister a kiss on our heads every time we part ways...
so to my dearly beloved...
ABG ED... HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY!

please get married quickly.. so that i can be next in line.. :P

Errmm

Someone told me to trust my gut feeling..
to go with the flow...
but when do u know its telling u the right thing ?

Mentadak Mentadu

you know that green stick thin kinda creepy creature..
where in the kampungs u'd hold it by its center and then ask
"Mentadak mentadu.... macam mana lin tido?"... then it would do this little jiggle.... and after a few secs it would stop and give u this funny position...
ask the question again... and u'd get another different position..
seriously .. its hillarious....
but funny as it can be...just dont get me near one.. I go berserk...
lucky me.. i was "fortunate" enough to have an encounter with one last night..

sees the praying mantis sitting nicely on the cupboard door.
*freezes*
"adeeeak!!! mai saaaatt!"
"mai laa saaaaatt... ada something nih"
" tuuh .. bende tuh... buang saat!"
" apa?"..." uish.. hampa ingat kami berani sangat ke?"
" amik la baldi ke apa.. tutup.. pas tuh buang"

"erk?!"

* looks at adek..*... trust a city boy to help !...
*icon guling mata*

Food Fest

Theres never a dull interesting moment here.. with the access of durians lying around ( you'd think they grow by the road sides like flowers) ..our beloved Menteri treated the unit to a whole lorry load of durians... and being the typical (ex-SBP/malay/human being)*insert suitable noun* I joint the crowd for a couple dozen eight butir's of durian..
Aaaaaand.. being the typical blogger that i am.. with the risk of looking "peghak"... i bought my camera with me to capture the moment..






















sometimes i amaze myself at the great lengths that id take just for one blog entry....sheeesh

of Death

I do hope you could take a moment to give Al-Fatihah to the brother of Tsue who passed away this morning...

Al Fatihah....

Musha's Meme
kinda gives a nice ring to it aight? heh

Its been a long day.. Went home late last night.. had meetings all morning.. after a hearty lunch of ayam percik... udang masa lemak pucuk ubi kayu.. and asparagus goreng.. i dont feel like doing work.. so here goes my list

1. Myself : Lanky,decent, genius, selamber, nice, kelam kabit=gabit,clumsy,lost,crazy! ( this is what my friends said when i asked them to describe me in one word)

2. Wisdom : okey.. this might be a bit too late too notice.. but ive realised that no matter how much i read.. theres still so much more that i have yet to learn.. so so much more!

3. Regrets :I think life is full of em..everyone has one or two of them.. but some might be bigger than others...i think its just part and parcle of being a human being.

4. Family : Its big.. and i love it

5. Films : The last movie i watched was War Of the Worlds.. the next one would be fantastic four la kut..

6. Faith : I believe in The Allmighty

7. Friends : People who play a very big role in my life.

5. Ideas : *scratches head* okey i give up.. i have no ideas.. :D

Wmmmhhh who to tag?
Musham dah tag nearly everyone...
tp nah amik.. u guys are tagged too

Idlan
Anuar
Lini
Ira
Ezwan
Kiezamy

The one That Got Away

I know its not the month of Luuurve Valentine but after the recent bombings in London.. in some ways it kinda pulls people closer.. and the thought of losing your loved ones does linger even for a moment in your mind.. so as i was doing my daily browsing i stumbled upon this.. and it just hits too near to home..

They're not all do-over regrets, not all rending-of-clothes, gnashing-of-teeth regrets -- though some may be. Often our pains over lost loves are the kind that hit us gently when we see a face that looks familiar, or pass a restaurant where we enjoyed a good meal, or a bar we caught the eye of a person who has since disappeared from our lives. It's when we think briefly on some set of decisions we made in youth -- maybe our teenaged years, maybe six months ago -- which meant that someone we loved -- lustily, longingly, or lightly -- has drifted or slammed their way away. It's the kind when we wonder where a person is, and whether they think about us, and how it is that we don't know the answer to that because we used to know everything that person ever thought.

Sometimes we give up good people in our lives. Often, it's because we don't see the good until it's too late and they're long gone. Just as often, I suspect, it's because we do see the good, and it's just not the right time to have good in our lives. And then there are the poisonous or frustrating people we allow to linger too long, the relationships that we draw out because they pain us and the pain feels good, and then when they're gone -- there's a gaping absence where all that pain used to be. There are those we're not brave enough to kiss, and those we're not brave enough to hear tell us that they love us, and then there are those who run from our bravery -- from our valentines and protestations of eternal devotion.

And so we let those souls who have brought us happiness, companionship, good sex, or maybe just the promise of any of those, spin off into the world. We cut them lose consciously or unconsciously. And then we think later, "Wow, maybe I really let that one get away."
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Tempat jatuh lagi di kenang.. ini kan pula tempat bercinta bermain

Im Only Human...

I also have fears and insecurities... I also have anger and resentment...
I also have faults and weaknesses .. I also have feelings and limited patience ..
I am optimistic yet I can be bitter... Its just me.. Im just human..


I have tonnes of work.. but i just cant stop clicking on the next page.. and the next.. and the next...

At the instance i am writing this..the news is showing reports about the explosions in London...
I fear for the lives of my friends who live so close to the effected areas..
Maddy, Fina, Kak Yazmin, Kak Shiena, Ija and Kak Opie..Alhamdulillah Ive heard Maddy is safe.. stuck in FTC while Fina is safe somewhere..
It was really frightening to see such familiar sites from the news.. places which i walk about every single day not even a year ago..My main mode of transport.. the roads i used everyday to class...Seriously... it is just too scary..
I still remembered about a year ago ... where there was once a time where word was going around about terrorists attack happening in London..it was actually not so long after the bombings in Madrid..i can still remember the police and fire engine sirens blaring across Edgware Road.. Sussex Gardens...that was already nerve racking.. so i cant imagine how it feels rite now ...

i do pray for your safety.. I do hope none of u were affected... Please drop me a line if any of u read this.. Whatever it is.. I just hope you're okey..All of you...

Mindless Chatter

I normaly refrain myself from writing the.. oh-i-did-this-and-went-there kind of entries.. but since anything interesting rarely happens to me lately.. nor do i have the right of mind to write anything intelligent on the social impacts of the economy of the world.. i would normally just succumb to the topic above.
so i guess this is one of those multiple subject entries where i just ramble on for the benefit of me.. and me alone. (seriously.. blogging is just so therapeutic.)

1. I actually stayed up late last night ( read : not going to sleep at 10) just to watch Desperate Housewives on Channel 8...yes Ghoy it is finally here.. and since its something sorta like Sex and The City, i think im gonna make it a weekly affair..unfortunately to the expense of my daily 7-hour-sleep .

2. Ive been doing some extensive blog hopping lately..( it actually started with a search for "linhassan" on google : just indulging on my narcissistic side once in a while) and i discovered a few very very interesting blogs.. Blogs of people I know...(yeah be careful.. if you have a blog and uve been meaning to keep it a secret.. chances are ive already read it)

3. Which takes me to my next point.. If u found something pertaining to someones past life.. something which might have caused them pain before... but has long been forgotten about.. or forgiven.. would u remind them of it.. or point it to the person..

4.After chatting with a friend I wondered whether it is possible for a girl to win the heart of a boy who never actually had feelings for her..to change his mind about them. I do know its possible with girls as no matter how they felt about a certain person...but after some coaxing.. after some effort from the guy's side.. some fine dining... gifts.. phone calls and all.. the girl can eventually fall for a guy.. even if she hated them in the first place..
but for a guy? would it be the same case or are guys harder to break..

5. I think everyone has a slightly neurotic side in them.. Thats what makes them human...