I Miss You

I have missed the smoooth touch of the keyboard...
the blair of the bright screen..
the sounds of Pings.... and BUZZss.....
the 404 errors...

so here i am.. at a CC.. blakang UPTEN...

man.. Im just another internet junkie!...

Just ...

Sometimes you are with someone just because they are perfect in every way...
just because they are right for you.....
just becauese they have the proper credentials..
just because they have everything that u think uve wanted in a partner...

but thinking is not the same as wanting...


sometimes...a perfect relationship is just not a relationship at all

This cant be right..

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Di tepi pantaii yang indaaaa aahhh

I must have been slightly overactive as a child coz at my current age.. i just cant sit still like staying at home and watch TV..thats why while i was in london i used to jet off to some town every other weekend.
It will only be okey for me to be a couch potato if i had a very very very tiring week... or i just had surgery or im just in one of those extra lazy modes...but in other circumstances i just have to go out..Yeah my daily drives to putrajaya is just not tiring enough...
so today.. despite having a wedding to attend to at 2.. im still feeling fidgety and uneasy...dah la astro takder ceriter best!...

Okey im sure im gonna get some cheesy remarks for this...but yesterday was the AF finals.. and yeah.. as everyone expected .. MAWI "world" won first prize and i think he deserved to win.. yerlah with all his crazy fanatics who've been voting him since week one.. id be surprised if he didnt..but stil i dont think he deserved the other 2 side awards tho...I think Amelia deserved one of em..and.. despite the 4% of votes that Marsha received..I totally adore her..shes fun.. cheeky... and despite being seen as slightly "getik and gedik"... i think i can totally relate to her... Anuar...I know what ure thinking..dont u even dare! :P


Anyway.. i got such a compliment yesterday.. that If it HAD come from a guy.. id say he was hitting on me... *wink wink*

Post Secret


I force myself to stay up late on weekends even when im soo damn sleepy ..
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just because i know i can..

Im high but im grounded

I had fun at work today... we went for a visit to a food processing company...
We got to dress up like a surgeon...(coz God knows ill never be one of those) complete with the blue coats.. masks... head covers.. and even covers for our shoes... it was kewll... teee.. heee heee...it felt like walking into "Alice in Wonderland"... felt... not looked...

this company makes all sorts of meat based "added value " products... like sate... sausages.. lagsana..salamis... pepperonis..and the place did smelt like the meat segment of the supermarket..with all that raw beef.. chicken.. turkey..

so we got to see the process of making the mincing up the meat..the precooking of the sate... the spreading of the lagsana filling..the mixing of the spices.. yeah it was interesting...too bad i couldnt take any pictures as cameras were banned from the premises

BUT... the best part of all.. was the M.A.K.A.N time!... we got to try out the sausages and sate.. and it was good.. unfortunately they're not really catered for the retail market..coz their main market is for the food franchises like KFC, Pizza Hut and Dominoes..We even got to bring back a box samples!.. yummy

Anyway tomorrow... FUN IN THE SUN!!...
have a good weekend!


why does this entry sound more like a karangan laporan.. rather than a blog entry

Kacang Kacang

one of the good things about working here is that the senior execs oftenly go overseas to attend meetings... well yeah.. its not like i get to go with them and im sure thats a normal thing in any multinational company...
but whats good about these overseas trips is that.. they come back bearing gifts!.. for us.. the junior execs..

Yeah... it could be a couple of Japanese sweets or chickadeess (thats what we used to call junk food rite?)..a bar of fancy chocolate from Brunei.. spicy nuts from Dubhai.. and Ive even got the odd one of a t-shirt from Washington..so yeah.. the job does have its perks..

in a way.. im just trying to soak up the little bit of fun that i have doing this job..in some ways it is kinda interesting as i have a lot of time to read, im more aware of the news around me and i get to blog! whenever i want.. but in other ways.. the job is starting to get too repetitive, there are times when i have very little to do.. and the subject that i have to read and research does not struck my fancy..
i am looking forward to go back to the mothershipcompany..... and as much as im afraid that ill come back looking like some idiot ( since ive forgotten most of the stuff i learned) but im willing to learn it all back again...
Its true as they say.. its better to do something which might seem hard but interests u.. rather than something easy but aint ure cup of tea..
for now .. im just trying to make the best out of things..and to borrow something from bluescrubs..

If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain & bitter; for always there will be greater and lessor persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Reason Why...

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend our days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me

So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down as we skip the goodbyes
You can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there


So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there

So, steal the show
And do your best to cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind
But you only showed me the door



sometimes.. i try my best to act like i dont care.. but deep inside its just unbearable